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This not happening. This is not happening. This is not happening. This is not happening. I have no idea what to do with myself right now. Please God, help me figure out what to do right now.
6:11 am



This not happening. This is not happening. This is not happening. This is not happening. I have no idea what to do with myself right now. Please God, help me figure out what to do right now.
6:11 am
Is this loss something you can share with us?
Patrick suffered a huge loss in his life. I’ll leave it to him to disclose what that means if he wishes to.
You need to warn me before you direct me to something like this. I was expecting a site about a movie…not mom.
Forgive me for responding to you, Jill. Your brother had spent all weekend wrangling with the servers and probably had not yet noticed your post. So, I’m taking the liberty to attempt to provide you with a prompt answer.
Last month, this site was only about the movie - and even then, only vague hints at a movie. All it contained were pieces of a conceptual painting along with encoded passages from the movie script.
And just this month, this site transformed into a personal account of how your brother and his friend Adrian had encountered many trials and hardships on the path to getting the movie to this point. In doing so, they have changed from being simply scriptwriters in our minds to real human beings whose struggles resonate with our own personal experiences. We, in turn, have become emotionally invested in helping them bring their dreams and aspirations into reality.
Don’t know if this helped explain things to you at all, but I felt the need to try.
I’m feeling a Sally Field moment welling up inside of me
Thanks for your words, Robert.
“…they have changed from being simply scriptwriters in our minds to real human beings whose struggles resonate with our own personal experiences. We, in turn have become emotionally invested in helping them bring their dreams and aspirations into reality.”
Spot on, Robert.
I will never forget this day. I felt so lost and infinitely far away. She has and will always be involved in all of Patrick and Adrian’s projects. She will always be a part of this story.
Feb 17 2008
A terrible loss… :/ I’ve always been really impressed by your strength to continue on from this.