It’s become clear to me over the last several months that I — have problems. I do not know when to stop. I don’t see when enough is enough. I have some sort of wish for pain. I am clearly unqualified to take on all that I am.  I  ... [read more]

9:05 pm

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In other words, a bad day. One of the worst in a while — now, I’m just thankful that it’s almost over.

I, of course, had another dentist appointment today. Apparently, we’re going to be seeing that Patrick haphazardly f ... [read more]

10:00 pm

Posted in communications, life, planning · 29 Comments » ·  tags: dentist, EVIL, girlfriend, imax, snakes, Tony

In the past few years I’ve found that it’s trouble for me to see movies. Out of laziness, busi-ness, or simply not making the time - somehow I simply haven’t gotten around to it. This means that I’ve missed a lot. Maybe it ... [read more]

3:45 am

Posted in life · 18 Comments » ·  tags: girlfriend, movies

… and I think I’m getting sick.  Figures that the triple duty of work + Passage + this site would catch up with me eventually.

Just got off the phone with Adrian.  He’s beat.  After a 16 hour drive back from Charleston (in o ... [read more]

2:32 am

Posted in life · 6 Comments » ·  tags: fish issue, girlfriend

PRESENTATION DAY FOUR

I went over to Patrick’s to review footage today. Things look great, except Patrick and Ryan apparently failed to notice that the battery was dying on the wireless mic rec ... [read more]

3:38 am

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Everything is packed up and now in Adrian’s trunk. We left a few cables, my little crap monitor and a spattering of movie making paraphernalia laying on the floor, but the green screen is gone, the equipment is missing and the lights are no long ... [read more]

1:46 am

Posted in communications, life, planning · 1 Comment » ·  tags: dreams, girlfriend, greenscreen, mom, myst, myst miniseries, presentation, studio

PRESENTATION DAY THREE

The footage from yesterday looks like sh**! Nice. When we did the tests the other night we had the camera set to 4:3. Apparently, when you switch the camera to the fake-ass 16:9 mod ... [read more]

4:13 am

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PRESENTATION DAY TWO

Another perfect day…

I’m on two hours of sleep today after a long sleep-deprived day yesterday.

Ryan and I found ourselves waiting around for Patrick. He showed up 45 minutes late. read more]

3:42 am

Posted in collaborators, communications, life, planning · 3 Comments » ·  tags: ex-boyfriend, fight, girlfriend, greenscreen, Patrick, presentation, Ryan, sleep deprivation

PRESENTATION DAY ONE

I’m unhappy right now.

The joyous events of my day:

- Got up ridiculously early to drive three and a half hours downstate with Ryan to pick up equipment to shoot.

- Drove thre ... [read more]

3:38 am

Posted in collaborators, communications, life, planning · 1 Comment » ·  tags: driving, fight, girlfriend, greenscreen, lighting, presentation, studio, tests